Friday, October 30, 2009

Last day of school?

Yesterday was supposing the last day of school for the lower secondary i guess .... it wasnt ours we still had 2 more weeks kinda stress building ......really that sucks .But its all for a good investment and good cause ....praperations for next years O level paper...

Yesterday morning just packed up the class abit gathered some books sorted them out and totally Donated them to the school prefect project stand for ntuc needies ~ ......Was kinda boring for a friday .... totally sucked .... no cca ? hurray? no teacher for lession hurray?

The thing that kinda bothered me was my prelim results...it was horrendous ..... failed everything except science ...had mc for english.zzz kinda depressing to see all the u grades .it really demoralises you ........but its lucky for us that we received it after our n level or surely we will be shivering in fear that we might fail the battle againts the N's ...

Went home ... forgot to return class key ........again ....... GREAT ! ...=.=
headed down to school once more and claimed back my ezlink card~ kinda important........went home once again changed and got ready to go out ... met baby for lunch and went out for a bit of window shopping depositing my $50 too .

We went to slacked awhile at different various places .......... baby then told me she wasnt feeling very well since yesterday.... i was right i guess i had a hunch that she wasnt feeling very well ... she was push through and ya she slept early the day before and had a headache acting up on her when we were slacking at a park ....

It rained heavily ...out of a blue i took my jacket and cover her with it.. i dont want her to get sick ..it was kinda romatic at that moment of time at night ... heavy rain woot .. no one around kinda sets the atmostphere right.

soon had to move our assess and got dinner at qi ji hahaha we had mee chee chong change the two words inside and you will understand .we then stopped at a Muffin stand inside the mall . Baby bought a Blueberry and chocolate chip muffin ,one for her and the other was meant for her brother ....

we walked the way that was directed to her home but was stuck under the shelter of a coffee shop because ya it was raining ... we had some heart to heart talk allowing me to understand her and giving her some knowledge about me and my life...we understood more and we grew closer ... soon the rain stopped and i sent her home and got my ass back home for some dinnner

Posted by ben at 11:06 PM

Thursday, October 29, 2009

Kinda weird day

Today was kind of a stupid day ......totally boring no life and had pe totally stupid played captains ball and fell 2 times .....stupid .zzzzz too light a body? or totally weak? who knows ?well gotta train i guess .

Today mrs brian and mr kenneth lee showed us a video that continued from the past where we had stopped and it was about the chinese girls( babies) in china being abandoned to die just like that ..... so ya its called dying rooms .It was kinda sad and it was painful to see what lazyness can make us do as it was too trouble and a bothered to us.therefore tying them to a chair with their hands and legs bounded to the chair they wined in pain and destressed till they are exhuasted ........

Soon if they ever did catch a sickness or a diesease , they will leave them in the dying room i guess ,leaving them there to die ... alone .. a lonely death .....what cruelty we chinese are that heartless and that fucked up i rather not be a chinese . . . So much for the one child policy ......

After that mr kenneth talked to us about what we should be thinking about ...... i was then questioning myself... what the hell is it that i am living for ? What was my purpose in the world? ,What am i gonna do after graduating..?I was thinking too much that i ignored my girl for a minute there ..... kinda emotional there.

I didnt send her home cause i just wanna think things through and not spoil her day.... to avoid accidental cold war..... well i just spoked to her online and ya as shes bathing i am writing this i told her about everything and ya i guess i shouldnt think that much in the present time..now time for me to bath gonna meet her later so ya ~

Posted by ben at 12:35 AM

Monday, October 26, 2009

my girl whom i love so

this girl is one crazy nut one in which i never came across before ...... she crazy , fun lovable , cute ,entertaining and caring to those who are around her ...... neglacting herself .....regardless the situtation ......

This post is devoted for you and only you my baby ........ to you ,whom i am so deeply in love with.

I really want to thank you first for being mine and to thank you for being that so caring baby who is worried and wants me to recover sooner ,not to mention that she also wants me to be happy all day and all the time ........

Whenever i am around her i feel so comfortable and relax ,always laughing about silly things and jokes about one and other ......... i feel that we have alot of things in common which i think is good , cause if i am crazy and she is crazy ,woot we are crazy hahahaha.

She always makes a smile that really melts your soul and she always wants to keep aside most of her problems just so i am happy with her and not knowining anything ........
shes just that considerate .. i really love you baby ....... i really do .......

Baby i want to be there for you to lean on you can cry on me when you are feeling all uneasy and uncomfortable ,around me i just want you to be yourself and let loose not to carry around all the burden by yourself but i want you to share it with me as to we are a pair and if one should suffer the other one shall share the pain to strenghten this bond that we share in common ........

I love her for who she is and i am willing to give anything in my position just to support her and to help her ........ be it my time or my life ........... i am willing to set it down as i know to her i am priceless to the world and no one else can take me away from her and no one can take her away from me ... i love you baby :)

thanks for being there .......i will be there too for you

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Posted by ben at 10:04 AM

my off day

Today was the promotion day i think that was the reason why i didnt had school ba .Woke up dude to a message this morning around 6+ ya kinda rude , slept for another hour knowing that ,that will a phone call .7.35am came ya and there was a phone call .Went down to have some breakfast then came back to snooze ,that was some nice nap i really had.:)



Then woke up around 12+ showered ......then got dressed went out ate lunch and came back to grab a bottle and a tower headed out the door and went to school .Head back home after that...



Got stuck home helping mother throughout the next 1 to 2 hours .... so ya actually plan to go for a run and work out abit .Ended up just lifting some Dumbbells hahaha and did some push up weeeeee weeeet ~ and commando crunches wooooooooooooo ai seh~ hahaha i know this is kinda stupid but ya its fun :)sweated it out woot felt the burn and pulling it felt good .... i am so gonna tone up this flimsy body of mine into iron ~ woot gotta take alot of hard work :)

went out to hougang mall to buy dao hui and a chocolate pancake :) nibbled abit of dao hui went home and buying food on the way home; ) now about to go to sleep .

nights to those are reading this ;)

Posted by ben at 8:35 AM

Saturday, October 24, 2009

this sat

today woke up around 6 ~ to go eat breakfast end up fall back asleep then never mind recieve a call at 9.10+ went into the room and talked abit before arranging for breakfast . Met around 11 .10 stolled down to kovan to eat .We walked around aimlessly not know what to eat ,walking in and out of kovan hahahaha...........
finally we walked randomly to QiJi which was really "Qi ji"surprising cause ya random as i already said .Sat down and though of what to eat well i ordered 2 sets of set 3 nasi lemak? And ya a drink which was wasted =.= no sugar wtf?lol a sugarless barley?wahahhaha
Shingz....

After breakfast slacked abit at some random playground and ya slack~ chilled alot ......really alot pretty hot day ya the wheather was pretty fine and so was the surrounding and the setting its so comforting.So dozed off abit and ya we talked and played abit ,and at around 2pm phone calls started to ring ya and kinda annoying rather ... but sad to say we gotta seperate ways .... as we were heading in different ways .....aw......on the way home in the bus ,after the bus interchange's stop bus 80 turned right and stopped for the traffic it then rained leaves ....... kinda nice and fuzzy feeling ya you know > you know ? hahaha

Went home bought mother some food ya and then start to stone infront of the com

Posted by ben at 7:50 AM

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

One last thing for my classmates as their chiarman

yesterday , was late ya........... not feeling well ba sleep very little only like 3 hrs ? ya sucks i know ........... came school scaped free thanks to carol's execuse hahaha ....... really thanks ~

while being held back my form teacher appoarched me for the class photo's 2nd page .... :/ feeling very uncomfortable with that and because i havent bath also kinda stuffy ~ ya .Then scaped free thanked carol and headed to maths class .Kinder garden school teacher never come ,HURRAY ~ thanked mr wong for teaching me graph before my n's was of big help as to my graphing ya really sucks somewhat ...lesson ended after that was lit ~ ben came in and told him that i will start the 2nd page discussion with him after recess ......

RECESS~ bell rings which brings joy for the hungry mobs lol.......

since wasnt feeling well due to lack of sleep definately gotta eat... so ate lor japanese store STICKY rice set A .i ate with ivan and girl who i didnt know ba ~ asked ben to jion in he totally ignored it and pass . nvm then ~

after recess a brilliant idea struck my empty brain , we should make a class tee-shirt maybe?
well i wanted to confirm then ya as usual the responds from the class was totally not really co-operative .Hate the fucking basketballers $5 this and that still want dry fit ,your mother open de shop maybe still have la ,then what $2 shower cap , goodnesss sick are you gonna be so retard to even wear a shower cap to school?

well......... i totally got mentally drained out and demoralised .... to think of all things i could spend my time on regaining my beauty sleep i had to do this thing which they couldnt be botherd and couldnt care less about it ? then why the " SHINGZ " should i ? its not really fair for me ........ i am trying to give you all one last memory to treasure in your secondary school and yet this is how i am treated then forget it ba you all can jolly well die and rot ba ... i could give a damn anymore .....

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Posted by ben at 10:19 AM

Monday, October 19, 2009

my life is turning for the better

back to posting guys =D

hiiiiiiiiii its been awhile ya....... lots of things happen recently ,apparently N LEVEL IS OVER ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee time for a job
*Flash back*~~~~~~~~~~~~ MR lim: Within your short holiday we will be holding a breaching programme for your final year in northvista preparing you for your O's , so please you are not encouraged to get a job.

shit =.=

equation
no job =no $ --- 1
no $ = no buying or new stuff ---- 2
no new stuff and going out === unhappy

hence since i cannot buy new stuff and go out , i am unhappy .........


my life is now on the brighter side ~ great for me =)

well looks like its time for training for breaking and time for volleyballing ~ hurray

*2nd flash back*~~~ still got chinese language basic (clb)

=.= shit again .=.= lol

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Posted by ben at 7:21 AM

Wednesday, October 7, 2009

N levels

todays paper was kinda tough man zzzzzzzz hopefully dont fail lit cause if my humans screw i am straight into ite =.= which i never wish to go ........ i tried my best and so shall it be i really did my best and i can only do my best for the other 2 more paper tml maths paper 2 till 10 + and D&t on mon ........ i really needa pass and go sec 5

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Posted by ben at 10:17 AM