Monday, November 2, 2009
what am i thinking ?
haiz i am pretty exhuasted these few days kinda lost and kinda thoughtless ........ zombieness ....... kinda suck ...... i am lost of word and lost of thing to do........ kind of lifeless .....
i feel and i know i am kinda control freak and a paranoid .... its really hard to push that shet aside.....zzzzz really bothering ..... i cant stop thinking about many possibility and when it comes to the think i got to do i cant think of any ideas ........ great .
cant kick the habit ,its gonna be hard but ya i am still trying to fight it staying on the positive road .... ya?
Posted by ben at 7:14 AM